Crabby Worries

Abu is in London now and I’m sitting in a living room, watching Dumbo with my daughter and avoiding the look at the side of the room, where a huge stack of empty cartoon boxes is waiting for me to take some action and fill them up with my books, clothes, hijabs, Dori’s toys and pyjamas and smug my felting needles somehow among the stuff so they won’t break – who has illusions about the gentle care of moving companies anyways. And, if it happens and they actually are gentle, the shipping through the air almost makes it certain that there will happen some accidental (or not) drop here and there, as what happened to my baby trolley. And yes, I still didn’t forgive Easy Jet the drop of my coach from plane on the ground instead of putting in on the moving trail. But hey, who am I to judge the probably miserably paid workers there, right?
Anyways, just simply trying to think of what to pack, what to throw and what to drag to PDSA charity shop (the things still in considerable condition) where I dropped in today to ask them if they would fancy some of our stuff which would be thrown on the street in the other case.
I’ve got lotsa stuff. I mean, loootsa. The difference between my dear husband and me packing is significant now and I strongly suspect that he doesn’t understand it. The thing is, he’s going back home. He can afford, up to certain point, to leave most of the things behind without much harm. I, on the other hand, am moving to new country. Somewhere else. Where I’ve never been before. So I have that urge to hang on even pretty silly things like mussels gathered at the sea or flower pots (with the flowers if possible) or the skimmer I’ve got from my mum when moving from Czech to Newcastle. Because these normally insignificant things are what creates my “home” at this time and taking as much known and homey with me makes me feel more cosy with all that circus.
Yes, I know I’m probably just oversensitive, but I can’t help it.

beach

I even tried to make my worries fade away by going to the sea today and looking around the beach for (yet another insignifficantly) random things which would catch my eye or lens of my camera. I found lotsa deep shells which I – of course – brought home with me because they would make such great hats and caps for felted dolls; I also found a glass marble washed out of the high tide among those big rocks at King Edward’s beach, and I was daring (read: stupid) enough to reach for it. Unfortunatelly for my poor finger there was also a guardian coming with the green piece of glass and snapped my finger pretty hard when trying to usurp it for himself. Small crabby crab, pincers sharp as razors though. My right hand ring finger is now decorated with a clean and deep paper cut, which was incredibly painy with the salty water of the sea, and even more when I added a bit to my blondiness and washed my hands with a hygienic gel, which badly enough contains alcohol for the sake of desinfection. Tiny open wounds for the win, this will annoy me for a bit.
After I came back half dead from my walk to pick up Dori, I offered her to go buy some girly pinky shoes, since her current ones are outta size already (or finally, she eventually wore them nearly 10 months, which is in the case of four years old kid indeed quite long – she seems to grow just time to time, though, and keep same size for really long in between her growth spurts). We went, we wandered through Eldon Square incapable to locate John Lewis’ children’s shoe department, we found it, we did buy shoes for me and her (mainly for the upcoming flight, soft and comfy for me, proper size and with opened tip for Dori), and at that point already really slowly clambered back to Mowbray Street.
I was up and running – literally – for nearly seven hours, but hey, it was fun.
Now just to win the stare down with these empty boxes here…

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3 Comments
  • Reply
    Tionois
    June 29, 2010 at 15:07

    You know what? I am far more worse than you. I’m supposed to move from one part of dormitory to another for the summer but I’m acting like it is end of the world. (It’s not, I get better wordrobe but worse freezer… which I can be changed once I ask for it)

    Czech fairytales are the best in the world! Funny, I don’t remember my parents reading them to us until later. I do remember animal stories though, and my obsession with princesses suggests I had to listen to a lot of fairytales so I wasn’t a neglected child after all:D

    I can send you something for Dori once you’re settled and have an address :D

  • Reply
    Um Abbas
    June 29, 2010 at 10:44

    hahah yeah I know, won’t be taking any flowers (have one only anyways, half dead Christmas Star).
    But I’m certainly taking all the old traditional Czech fairytales! They are already packed and sealed :D

  • Reply
    Tionois
    June 28, 2010 at 23:23

    *voice of reasonf speaking* No flowers! They can’t survive the travel!

    Seven hours outside? Avoiding technics for the win! Nah, I understand you want to say proper goodbye to every familiar place you have and try to do something that makes sense to you before plunging yourself to the unknown (well, partly unknown, I’m pretty sure you’ve read a lot of stuff, seen all the photos, heard every possible detail from your hubby…)

    Let me just say – good luck with packing, strong nerved during moving (hope all bagagge makes it on the first try) and happy new home-building in Kuwait!

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